Some days are harder than others. Some days are very emotional and some are just very boring. Most days I don’t go outside. I now have a fear being around a lot of people. I used to be an anxious person in crowds, and now I’m just scared.
I’m not returning to the office until 2021. It’s official. It’s been harder lately. I have so little contact with others.
Most days are ok. My cat has become accustomed to sleeping with me. Now I can’t go back. It’s so cute to see how she’s snuggled up next to me when I wake up momentarily in the middle of the night. I feel lucky that she’s a good cat. At least I’ve done something right.
I bought a wedding dress. My mom hates it. She said my dad would never approve. It’s not traditional, but I never saw myself as a traditional bride anyway.
Speaking of, things have gotten weird about our wedding. Seeing how things are going I’m pretty sure we aren’t going to have a big wedding anymore. But we will have to reassess come November. I kinda wanted to have an elopement style wedding anyway.